When you are on Nexus Mods, you can like a mod or a screenshot by clicking on the “Endorse” button. If you ask me as a mod/screenshot author, it’s a curse and blessing at the same time – it can boost my ego, and decrease it when I don’t get any or only a few endorsements. I don’t know how many authors made the “mistake” to connect their self-worth with the amount of endorsements (or likes, thumb-ups, …) they receive. It will be a long journey until I can disconnect my self-worth from the endorsements. I already found good advises … Read more
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Last updated on February 20th, 2023 at 04:33 pm
On November 17, 2022, I believed that my forum “Modding on the Spectrum” was the next big thing – 42 users were online at the same time. I did my best to attract new users by promoting the Spectrum in other forums.
What I actually did is working against my true nature. I rather stay in the background and not in the center of attention. This applies to many areas of my life including mod releases. Yes, I did and do release mods but the main reason is that I simply … Read more
Fear or the inner critic
A mental health topic on Selene’s Shadow Realm (again)? Did you post on the wrong site? This blog is about your mods and projects. Why don’t you post it on Modding on the Spectrum where these subjects belong?….
What do you think after reading those lines? That I’m not sane? Sure, I have some more or less serious problems. And one of them is my inner critic. The first paragraph of the article shows you how his monologue can look like.
Before I go into more detail about my inner critic and my fears that are connected to him, … Read more
The #AskSelene31Something advice series
Last updated on February 6th, 2023 at 06:47 pm
The hashtag stands for my deepest wish to help people with matters concerning mental health and the life with neurodivergent/neurodiverse conditions – be it for example Autism or ADHD/ADD (see the glossary on Modding on the Spectrum for more info). No, I’m not a psychologist. I’m just an “old” girl that experienced things in her life that nobody shouldn’t have. If you want to know my story, you can find a summary here. I developed strategies to cope. Some did work, some did not. Since I got my first diagnosis … Read more
Modding on the Spectrum
Last updated on February 3rd, 2023 at 07:12 pm
A place to chill and relax while talking about mods and gaming. It offers discussion hubs for a wide variety of moddable games like The Elder Scrolls, Fallout or The Witcher series and many more.
The cherry on top is the Neurodiversity hub where members can ask for advice regarding their personal problems or problems of closed ones.
The platform Modding on the Spectrum welcomes everyone – regardless if you identify as neurodivergent or not.
The Neurodiversity hub:
Did someone tell you that you play too much or waste your time … Read more
Spectral Music Player
Last updated on October 30th, 2022 at 02:29 am
The mod turns the Spectral Drum from the Untold Legends quest into a “walking” music player which will accompany you on your journey. Just summon it via the “Bardic Knowledge – Advanced Music” summoning spell and talk to the Drum afterwards.
The spell can be crafted at the Tanning Rack if you have at least one of the rewards from the Untold Legends quest, no matter which one you have chosen. BUT if you don’t want … Read more
Better Untold Legends Rewards [WIP]
Last updated on November 7th, 2022 at 12:26 am
The goal of the project is to make the rewards from the Dragonborn DLC quest Untold Legends more useful and to fix some bugs of the original rewards. It will be released in two parts. The first part, the Spectral Music Player, is released. The other part will consist of the improved versions of the Dremora Merchant and the Dremora Butler (working title: Dremora Merchant and Butler Revised).
Last updated on May 19th, 2022 at 01:19 am
Current version: 1.3.2
It’s a modular mashup containing parts from the Leather armor and the Robot armor (Automatron DLC). You can craft it at the chemistry station and modify it at the armor workbench. There are two versions craftable, the regular and the “Alternate” version.
(with integrated body and trousers option; uses “33 – BODY” slot)
At the dawn of Nexus Mods Collections
Last updated on November 28th, 2022 at 09:47 pm
To start off with, I generally have nothing against the upcoming collections feature which can be quite handy when you make a fresh start. That the Nexus is holding a gun to authors’ heads is the only thing that bothers me. If the mod authors don’t comply with the recent changes of Nexus rules they have a grace period to remove all their files using a certain form. After 5 August, it’s no longer possible for mod authors to delete the mods by themselves and the files are archived instead. According … Read more
F4: Sam’s Synth Evolution
Last updated on January 16th, 2023 at 05:56 pm
My character Sam was a human once. As he advanced in the Institute quest line, his longing to become a Synth grew. One day, his wish came true.
It all began with “iSynth 2.5 – Android Customization”. But I wasn’t satisfied with his look, still too much flesh.
So I modified the textures of the mod and it was not the last time I modified them
I also played a lot with the body meshes of iSynth and … Read more